k to my all dearest friends..im back to the bloging world after retrieving my internet and shifting my comp back to the original place.. so for gods'will i will be extra hardworking to manage my blog lor..so stay tuned! haha

feelings in the moment;

LIFE,
can be said dat my life is not so the powderful lor rtye now..after work just go home straight and sleep..im becuming fatter and fatter as days cums..Everyday eat rice at work.

LOVELIFE,
we are still strong no matter wad happen. Bt there are always things dat occur and trying to test our love towards eachother. Promises are HARD to be kept n fullfill for him (eventho he say "gt ar??/did i ever promise u??" Wen it cums to dis part, IM PISSED!). I start to find myself not suitable for him and just not FERFECT enuff to be his. He no longer spent his FREE tyme wif me..he gt new company..so be it..FEEL SO LONELY.. *sobsob*
mayb he dun care? his love decrease? im no more attractive to him? dere's alot of maybs in me.

k i'll update soon..